Tuesday, December 19, 2006

Where did november and december go?


It has certainly been way too long since my last update...
I promise a detailed update sometime in the next couple days, but wanted to post a "new" picture while i was thinking of it.
This photo is from the week before Thanksgiving, when i (and my fellow neophytes) all gave our best performance as scholarly lecturers over 2 nights. This photo is, of course, post lectures, as exhibited in our smiley attitudes. It was a very proud moment for myself and all of us, and really marked a milestone in our program. We received alot of accolade from the whole department, which was fabulous. No major screw ups, bloopers (yes, there were a few...), or fainting (thank god). All was well and fun.
Well, that's my brief tidbit to hold you over.
-c

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

Latest Exploits

The last weekend of October was spent in good 'ol Minnesota, celebrating my friend Mike's (& Liz's!) wedding. That's him in the shiny tux in the pic. He's my first close friend to get married, inside the country that is. Of course, some of Nate's friends have gotten married (one w/a kid already! gaaa!), but that's different. I have known Mike since 2nd grade, so this is quite the step. I'm proud of him & glad he picked Liz. Yeah, yeah, sappy sappy- but that's what we do around weddings- get sappy, cuz well, they are, but extremely fun & happy too!
So, this post is pretty boring so far to some of you. Sorry.
I realized how much i missed being in the cities last weekend; it was fantastic! I knew, while driving through Iowa and coming upon Cedar Falls and feeling exhilarated by the 'city-scape' that i missed the Twin Cities and couldnt wait to get home. A friend i had picked up in St. Louis asked how i could be so excited about a 'small town' in Iowa (having not yet visited me in Columbia, MO)-- so, i had to explain to him just how SMALL Columbia is. I guess seeing tall buildings, old graneries, a river w/dams, and whatever else adds to a city's skyline just sparked some energy into me. I thought it a bit weird myself, but hey- whatever lights your match.
It was great to have a little mini-reunion w/friends (who came in from all over) & even see my family, even if i was in and out of the house allll weekend. Hopefully i can persuade my fam to visit me over my WHOLE-WEEK Thanksgiving holiday!..... we'll see. i do have a father who much prefers to have ppl visit HIM, rather than he visit his children... *wink... It sure would be nice to have a turkey in my Missouri oven!....!
School has been giving me a bit of an up & down time as of late, but i'm pulling through, while not without much effort. Weeks 9 and 10 gave me hell, but i leapt over those hurdles and came out with some descent results. I think semester one of grad school is sposed to make or break you- so i'm taking it head-on. I have my 'hazing ritual' next Tuesday night: first year grad student public lectures. I will be giving a 20 minute talk on a small bone figurine of a Graeco-Roman goddess (Aphrodite) from the University's Art & Archaeology Museum which hasn't seen the light of day since its purchase in 1963. After that stressful expression of knowledge i shall turn my research into a term paper which pretty much constitutes my whole grade in my 'into to grad studies' class. Needless to say, i'm keeping busy & i'm pretty nervous for next week! Thanksgiving holiday week will only be that much sweeter once my talk is over.
Well, must get to work on my lecture before an evening meeting with Grad. and Professional Council!
take care, write me notes!
-c

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

Autumn chill, settling in, & gearing up for weeks to come


Hey everyone, sorry it's been a while since i last wrote. Who knew that moving somewhere totally new in the USofA could demand so much of your energy for so long? As i've mentioned to others, and really only half kidding, i pretty much forgot to blink every day for the first month i've been here in Columbia; quite literally my eyes have been peeled wide taking in all the new input of: new type of school, new school, new town, new grocery store, new friends & social group, events & getting involved, getting organized financially and in my apt, getting around (& not lost), and quite frankly, new input from absolutely all angles! It's a tough job, but i love it!
By the way, the pic is of my new favorite tree on campus between the 2 arthist/archaeology (AHA) buildings, between which i walk frequently. Last week was the perfect week to capture its essence in revealing fall color: 50/50 deep red & deep green. Pretty fantastic how bi-chrome it was. Then this week it went all red and lost 75% of its leaves, 'leaving' the ground littered red.

This week Nate is on a business trip back up to his Minneapolis home base of LSS Datasystems, which is technically in 2 suburban towns: Minnetonka & Eden Praire, both of which he frequents here & there. He's currently working on a new project re: medical software for hospitals and clinics & therefore had a big meeting w/docs from all over. Had to buy his first real suit a few weeks ago. He's a big boy now, especially since he turned 25 last week. Hooray for lower car insurance rates.

As for me, I think i've mentally settled in, but only for the most part. I'm constantly antsy to 'get to the point'; it's this feeling i get all the time, like im not moving forward fast enough. Is that a good or bad sign? Maybe it is just career anxiety about making sure that this program is truly right for me and that i can steer it to preparing me as best as possible for my goals. Currently my drive, interests, and strengths are all pulling me toward museum work related to ethics, property, & trade law regarding artworks & cultural property. However, in the real world, this means getting a Masters degree, then pushing through law school, then pursuing what i want. The 2 portions are appearing to be quite independent of one another, as if i must study A, then study a completely different B, and then chase goal C. Intertwining the 2 portions of the education i want & need are a bit difficult, and thus i self-diagnose this as the cause of my anxiety. Yes, i like learning & doing research, yes i love the social group i've fallen into, yes i'm involved as much as my time will allow (3 campus groups to be exact), but no, i haven't quite figured out my path yet. But that's ok, right? Perhaps what i perceive to be anxiety is really only ambition pushing me along day by day.

I'm now on facebook, which is a totally new world to me. How do people keep up on that web of a website? I signed up primarily to swap photos more easily, only to be sucked into its black hole of power which often nags me into wondering, "I wonder if anyone has msg'd me?" or "what did she do today? does she have pics up yet?" Whatever happened to email? It makes me wonder whether in my generation the art of the letter (and occasional phone call!) is not only dormant & forgotten, but completely lost. We read news headlines and soundbytes & quick emails which we cram into our schedules of constant input, but do we ever read the whole story or just sit down and have a full conversation? I'm glad i do, and thank god for NPR.

Well, that's my snipit for today,
Chris

Monday, August 28, 2006

Quick hiatus to D.C., then off to Mizzou i went


As I mentioned in my last post, I am now 'comfortably' residing in Columbia, Missouri (Misery, for those of you northerners who hate humidity & southern accents). Really though, it's great weather down here most of the time (so far), the smallness is nice, esp. the park trails and small University campus (well, it's big, but not on 3 banks like the UofMN), cheap cost of living, quiet apartment (unlike my last Mpls apt where i lived less than a block from both interstate 35W & the industrial train tracks, for which i paid a higher price), and so many other great things about smalltown living. Of course, concessions have been made- no more: Jamba Juice, choice of Indian restaurants (there are 2 in town, luckily), never ending, daily musical events, Mediterranean pizza from Papa Murphy's (the closer to the south you get, the fatter the fast food gets-- and yes, i have determined this is the south: it is south of the Mason-Dixon line), etc. Zeus help me from having any strain of "y'all" exit my mouth around xmas time.

The photo on this post is from my little 5-day trip from the 7th-11th of August to Washington, D.C. It's a great self-portrait (focus on the view of course, not me) looking west down the mall from the Capital building plaza (area in front of Capital). I had fun focusing the camera to the distance, then turning it on myself and getting the photo. Because my friend Laura, with whom i was staying, had to work during the hot and humid days in her nicely AC'd Virginia office, I went out alone and braved the mall, museums, and massive humidity. I swear i went through 3-4 liters of liquids one day w/o using the WC. Last time i did that was on-site at the excavations on Crete. Pretty impressive absorption and sweating power the human body has-- not to mention, i walked for about 8-10hrs each of the 3 full days i was there... Needless to say, it was fun and exhausting and the same time.
I think the most fun i had while i was there, besides seeing my long-time friend, was visiting and actually using the Library of Congress. In case you don't know what that is, it's America's national library, essentially; and, the LC #s you use to find books at your local or university library were assigned based on the LC's (Library of Congress's!) cataloguing system, which as you all know replaced the old dewey decimal system which still lingers in some parts of most libraries nationwide. So- the LoC is very prestigious and has an immense collection of important books, and a fantastic rare books collection. I got to look at, research/take notes on, and photograph some rare books from the same time period as those i had been working on all summer from the 16th century AD/CE. It was so much fun, i wish i could have had more days to just sit in the library and do research! But, alas, the museums and monuments were calling my name...
After the August 10th British red alert and American orange alert on the airways, i returned home on the 11th without incident, and, might i add, without any carry on luggage- including water, lotion, chapstick, etc. At least it was a quick trip, except for my sprained left knee, which made terminal hopping not as fun (I had a stopover in Chicago). I made it back in one piece, hobbling home to my apt, only to spend the next 3 days straight packing up my possessions trying not to overanalyze the psychology of the moving and change processes. I think the fatigue sufficiently suffocated any doubts or worries; for, that first evening/night in the new apt was quite a blur. I went into 'get it done' mode for the unpacking process for 4-5 days, then started school on the 21st after a whirlwind of events over the previous days and weeks.

I think I am finally beginning to settle in now. I am definitely one to feel more at home and at ease in a picked-up, completely (or 99%) unpacked apt. I guess it's what they call making it 'home,' rather than just where you eat and sleep and study. Also, i feel as though my mentality for this leg of schooling is much more work-geared and rather than class/school-oriented. As much as i like lectures and the like, i am certainly tired of them. So why am i in graduate school you ask? Well, it's how i get to what i want to do, so i am ambitious and driven to do it. At least in graduate work there are more projects and research and reading, rather than busy-work. This is what i'm after; i want to do research and read all day and write up what i find. That's my goal. I don't want to be a professor or teacher, really, but i want to do work that is beneficial to a museum setting, rather than a classroom. What i research can then assist in the classroom setting and dissemination of knowledge in general in a more indirect (or direct, i suppose) avenue. So, back to my work vs. class attitude mentality: i am approaching and attacking my graduate work as though it were a 8-5 job, rather than the whimsical and aimless, wandering undergraduate strolling down every university campus, listening to their ipod and trying to forget the lecture they just left. Yes, undergraduate should be the description i just gave, in a way; it should give the student time to 'figure things out' and explore their career options, and go to parties, and try new classes and clubs. But, graduate work is different. You go because that's exactly where you want to be, and you have some goal in mind, even if a little fuzzy at the moment. I'm hoping that this mentality will force all my undergraduate tendencies into submission, a.k.a. procrastination, late nights, movie marathons on mondays, afternoon naps, etc. I'll keep you up to date on how my goal approach is working out as time goes by.

In other news, i love biking to campus everyday here. I ride about 2mi there, then 2mi back each day (except the pouring down rain days on which Nate will drive me the 3 miles it takes by road). I bicycle this state park path called the Katy Trail, which has an access path from my apt complex down into the woodsy area. At first I was a little hesitant, because well, im a city dweller and ppl dont ride that far alone on a bicycle by themselves in the woods. But, as I tried out the path the weekend before school started, and came to realize those couple days afterward, this path is used as a pathway for commuters everyday to and from campus and other areas around Columbia. My new favorite phrase is, "Nothing's far in Columbia," and it's true. The path is 2 miles of shady, pleasant lovliness in my mornings and afternoons. I have a great new hybrid bike that i got for my birthday this summer which makes things even more pleasant. I counted 7 little wooden bridges and a tunnel (under the only road it crosses on the way to campus), countless other little streams and creeks running to and from those crossed by the bridges, cardinals everywhere chirping (more in one place and consistently than the Twin Cities--- mom, i know you're jealous), wildlife, both flora and fauna, galore. Just in my first week i had 3 major faunal sightings: first, a whitetail doe jumping out in front of me one morning on the path, about 50 feet ahead of me, for which i stopped to gawk and wait for the others I knew must be behind her (where there's one deer, there's more)- which turned out to be 2 new and nervous fauns; second, a pudgy, over-sized, and certainly well-fed dirty muskrat; and third, the same 3 deer, who the second time jumped out in front of me at about 15 feet and scared me this time. Aren't you supposed to scared the deer? Well, this mama wasn't really scared, but her 2 babies were and wouldnt come out of the thickety woods, 10 feet off the path. The mother simply munched and casually watched me and her kinder from about 10-15 feet, until finally she decided that the young, and inexperienced would not cross in front of me while i was slow close. I had even backed off a little, so as not to separate them and throw someone into a frenzy, but to no avail. She, again casually and w/o any real sign of fear or lack of confidence, crossed right back in front of me (again, about 10 feet) to reunite with the fauns.
I told Nate and other fellow grad students about my sightings, but no one was ever as excited as me. I think some ppl become immune to wildlife encounters when they live in more rural areas (unlike Mpls), but despite all the national park trips and camping ive done over my lifetime, i am still always fascinated. Some may blame my [sub]urban upbringing, but nevertheless one should never lose touch w/the human connection to nature. We are only one species.

I suppose that's enough for now, ill write more soon! :)
email or write or msg me if you have even just a second!

-c

Friday, August 18, 2006

I made it to MO

Hey everyone....
I just wanted to post and say that i am safe and sound in Columbia, Missouri. Of course... my new apartment is quite a mess of boxes and random things, and pretty unorganized in general. But there's a few things i have that i've never had in my apt before, such as: a dishwasher, washer & dryer, built-in microwave, central air, etc. So, it's pretty nice. Oh yeah!-- a pool & fitness room on apt complex property which is about 40 yards from my building, so verrrry nice!
That's all for now- i've got alot to take care of between getting settled, getting classes & assistantship stuff settled for school, and other random things ppl do when they move somewhere completely new.
....like find clean shorts & glasses to drink from......
ill keep you updated!
i think soon, i might start a facebook page so that pics and comments are easier to make available online.
:)
-c

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

Pour one out to the gods: i made it to 23


Well, here i am safe and sound 48 hours into my 23rd year. I stayed home all day to do some research reading instead of biking over to my 'office' at the library in the nice morning and afternoon rainstorm. It was nice to finally get some rain; i think as a Minnesotan i just love those nice strong storms and crazy weather. Enough though about the weather.

That photo was taken yesterday in the Bell room in the James Ford Bell Library, where i work. Maggie, the curator and my supervisor, took it. She's a little shaky with digital camera technology yet, but i have great confidence in her. She's managed to master both PC and Mac as an adult who grew up thinking that computers were sci-fi and moon-age technology. Anyhow, Maggie wanted a photo for the board of directors, so to speak, so they would have a published photo of 'that intern Maggie keeps talking about who we're paying all summer to keep her nose in the books.' Fine, i said. With much due cheesiness, the 2 of us at the direction of Maggie decided an assortment of the primary documents i am researching would be most appropriate to include in the photo. That map laying at the bottom right of the photo is the prize piece around which my research centers, (that particular piece of paper is a facsimile of the original, which is about 30 feet away from me through the walls and in the rare books vault). The book i am holding, however, is an original April 1507 edition of the Cosmographiae Introductio, with a newer, 20th century binding. This is the work, translated Introduction to Cosmography, which was the accompanying text to the map i have already mentioned. The map is known as Martin Waldseemuller's globe or gore map; the conical & pointed 'gores' on the map, had it been transformed into its intended form, would have all bent inward at 2 points (north and south) while the ends of the map would join-- all of this either on a woodcut sphere or some sort of axis---much like 4th grade paper-cut globes. In the world there are only about 4 or 5 known originals, and only 're-discovered' and published since the beginning of the 20th century. One is owned by a private collector, sold at Christy's in London, while another is in Munich, and the others are lesser known for various reason on which i will not expound to my blog audience. I would be happy to oblige if anyone asks me! :) So let's just say that it has been made apparent to me that this is a very coveted and valuable piece of history, and therefore an ever-exciting project for me to be a part. I cant believe i only have a few weeks left before i am forced to leave for more exciting adventures! (Note: the other 3 items on the table with me in the picture are all 15th or 16th century originals. Cool, huh!!!)

That was fun telling a little more about what im up to these days and how im spending my summer. People keep asking me when it's over and when im leaving, but sometimes im not ready to talk about that or do not want to; i want to tell about what is happening NOW and how i love it so much! If you ever want to come visit me there, let me know and i can arrange a tour and show you some verrrry cool stuff like old maps and books!

On Monday night, i went out to eat at this amazing seafood restaurant called Oceanaire on Nicollet Mall in Mpls with my fam and Nate for my birthday. It was the best Mahi Mahi ive ever had and by far the 'garlic-iest' escarot ive ever had. It was seriously one of the best birthday meals ever, too. My parents even bought me a super nice blender for a present so that i can make Jamba Juice (the world's best smoothies) after i move to Columbia (where they probably do not have Jamba). Overall, it was a pretty calm day; 3 cards, a few happy birthdays, and a msg on my blog (thanks Heather:). I guess that's what a 23rd should be. Pretty strange though each year since ive hits the 20's; you just never know what you're gonna get for happenings on your birthday anymore. My happenings were good and fun and flavorful :)

I think i'll go back to reading some articles for research now, and maybe later ill hit up Jamba Juice..... mmm.....

ttfn
-c

Friday, July 07, 2006

About a month on the countdown


Hey everyone~
Not much new for me, other than feeling the time vice tightening before my move to Missouri for school. Tentatively, the move is scheduled for the 16/17th of August, which gives me about 4 days to unpack, settle in as much as is possible in 4 days, officially enroll and register at Mizzou, discuss my future w/a grad student advisor & pick my year's itinerary, and perhaps find groceries and books. We'll see how this all goes; it sounds like a whirlwind to me, that hopefully will be more guided than i suspect. When all that's settled, i can finally sit down in my new apt and relax, enjoy having a washer & dryer in my apt for the first time (and a dishwasher), (and central AC..whoo!), and plop down by the pool... yes, a pool. And did i mention that cost of living is about 1/2 to 2/3 as much as Mpls? It will be quite more than satisfactory for graduate living, and i am indeed excited.
Yes, of course i will miss MN, but i have lived here all my life and have explored much of the twin cities. It's time to explore a new city and get down to studying & aiming for the jobs i want. I think the 2 things i want to see in Mpls before i leave are the Great Gatsby at the new Guthrie and the 'new' Walker, which, i have been a little slow about visiting...

So today I had the pleasure of an extra doctor visit at the behest of Mizzou, which included a Menengitis shot. I thought that maybe since i am nearing 23 that i would not tense up like a 5 year old, but i did. I did tell the nurse though, as always with needles, to just not tell me when she's going to jab me. Seems to help. No tears though, because on a scale of '1 to Tetanus' it was only about a 5; the nurse liked my expression of comparison to the Tetanus shot. :) I swear my whole right arm was barely movable for 4 hours; now, it's just sore and does not want to move above horizontal. Oh well, it will fade in 36-48 hours the nurse said. Plus, i get to go back next week for a TB (tuberculosis) test. I am required to have one because i lived in Eastern Europe for more than 2 months; kinda strange, but oh well. Seems like a trip out of the way to me, assuming i did not somehow pick up TB in Greece or Turkey 2 years ago, and has laid dormant for 2 years. EEEEwww eeeewww eeeeww on the needles and tests.

Ah- the picture above is of Mpls from the south on the south side of Lake Calhoun while i was rollerblading one day with Nate. I've been trying to take many pictures of the Twin Cities lately to preserve it in pictures for when we move. Hopefully, with many pictures as my quarry I will find a few good ones to print and frame for the new place. In related news, Nate is learning to rollerblade, sometimes much to his chagrin, but much to my pleasure... He's a rock-climber by his own choosing, but I cannot climb with him (wrists), so we had been trying to find an outdoor, healthy activity to do together. Running/jogging was apparently out of the question for Nate, and Nate did not have a bicycle until recently, (plus bicycling can still be a bit hard on the wrists). So, i suggested rollerblading and after calculated persuasive techniques I got him to buy a nice Target pair, complete w/knee, elbow, and wrist guards (which, unfortunately came after Nate's fateful first loop around Como Lake). I know i should probably use wrist guards as well, but somehow cannot convince myself to use them because i have skated since i was about 6; i guess that's what having hockey boys in the family gets you. I was constantly trying to keep up with Bob as a kid, so i learned well and fast or my skate-mates skated off. So anyhow, Calhoun is definitely the skate neophytes haven: smooth, cleared, marked paths with only one small 'hill' which is a good learning spot, and you only have to do it once every loop around, which is a couple miles. Nate's a good novice; i've seen MUCH worse. Hehe....

This weekend Nate and I are christening the Mac computer that we have (he has, mostly) been working on for my Golden Valley Historical Society internship: we're bringing it to the GVHS historic church site for its first archival use! Seems like a long time coming, so it's quite eventful! Then Nate and I just have to teach the Society secretary and a boy scout, who want to continue the project, about how to use the database. Exciting!

Next Friday Nate bought tickets to go see Damien Rice and Fiona Apple at Northrup Aud., so i'm pretty stoked about that! It's kinda for my birthday, so it'll be a great celebration in my opinion. I have loved Damien Rice's music since about 2003, having completely worn out my a copy of my most beloved album, particularly while traveling in 2004. He always calmed me down at night so that i could sleep in foreign beds, helped me enjoy the beaches, and reminded me of loved ones back home. Fiona Apple, on the other hand, is just a neurotic genius, with a great latest album, from what i've heard of it (i've not bough it yet, though i should have by now). As long as she sticks to the passionate music and skips the soapbox scenes of the past, it should be an amazing show.

Well that's all for now. I'll definitely keep my blog more updated as i head south and after I start school at Mizzou to keep in touch! Including pictures! Maybe by then I will have real links to things on my blog for a change!

Keep in touch and always feel free to drop me a msg :)
-chris

Sunday, June 04, 2006

Motorcycle gone... *tear*....



This is one of the last (and only) pictures of me and my favorite toy, in this last period of my life. My VTR was good to me and i was good to it. I had fun, and now it's someone else's turn. I finally saw my bike off to a nice couple from cheeseheadland last saturday, may 27th. The guy who was supposed to buy it fell off the face of the earth about 2 weeks before, probably (and hopefully) never to be seen or heard from again. That's ok though- i needed to sell and be done with this. Maybe someday the few pictures i do have of me and my baby will serve to prove to future generations that i did indeed have a motorcycle and loved every minute of riding it. So long, my sweet ride, after 4 good years together.... *sigh*......

Besides selling my motorcycle i've been up to other fun activities such as visiting with friends Catherine and Elijah, who were recently in town from St. Louis. Then, Laura came to visit this weekend from D.C. It's nice to see people during summertime visits; it makes me feel like i should be somewhere, and that i am somehow the stagnant, stationary one. Well, i guess i'll get my chance to move far away soon enough- which will be sometime in the first couple weeks of August.

*Happy 23rd birthday Catherine! Hope you're having a great time in Thailand and all that traveling went smoothly.
*A congratulations to my cousin Laura who will be getting her high school diploma this wednesday evening! Way to go!
*Another announcement is my cousin Eric's cd release party this friday night at the Varsity Theatre in dinkytown! It is so exciting! If you can make it, you should check them out! www.thealarmistsband.com

On another happy note, i am loving my research intern position at the U; i'm learning all sorts of fun, nerdy things that will help me now and later throughout my grad studies and eventually professional life. I'll have to post some sweet pics related to my internship soon, such as the map im researching and pics of me in the 'Bell reading room', which modeled on 19th century scholarly-looking reading libraries in which many of the western, modern world's earliest scholars may have studied and collected.
That's the update!
-chris

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

I GOT the INTERNSHIP!!! Whoooo!



Well, there's a picture of Nate all fast asleep and cozy in my chair last week. (He's been a tired baby lately from work & his brother moving to Portland, OR). i swear anyone could sleep an eternity in that thing.

As for me........in case you didn't notice the title of my post: i GOT my summer INTERNSHIP!! i am so excited to start, which is next Tuesday. A summary of the project is: a research project to find out more background history, including historical context, of a 14th century (i think) world map, of which only 4 or 5 were created like it. it is a map originally created and cut to be pasted on a spherical globe, but never was, and was created by a German monk in monastic France. it eventually ended up in the private collection of the family Lichtenstein (spelling?- gimme a break, i havent done the reading yet!) of Austria, then was found in the global antiquities market after years of being folded into a book. that felt like all one breath... heh. anyway, i will essentially be a research assistant to the James Ford Bell Library museum curator. And, it's possible that our finding may be published! Very exciting indeed. oh yeah, i get to work on my French and Latin skills as well; look out grad school- i'm coming prepared!! Only, damn that German language- i still have to learn just that one more...... oh well.

In another side-note, i am so happy for physical capability reasons to have gotten the internship job because my hands/wrists just were not making it easy to find temporary work that i could do without constant stress upon and pain in them. so, i must conclude that this internship is more than just a great opportunity, but also an extreme blessing, for which i am very thankful.

Do YOU have something for YOUR mother on sunday?? I do, but i can't tell becuz she'll read this....obviously that would be no fun. Also, Steven's confirmation is this Sunday, and it seems as though much of the fam is actually going to be present, unlike other Fishing Opener weekends that seemingly always magically land on mother's day weekend. So my mom has planned a nice brunch at Kozlak's for a few of us; should be GREAT food.

So do any of you guys watch Lost? WHAT A SHOCKER last week! Saw tonight's too, but wheeeeew!! this show has got me so hooked! i havent been this hooked since Jag (yes, yes, a very bad, guilty pleasure show for which i have been plentifully ostracized). Forget reality TV, gameshows, and all that crime&grime, dead ppl shows! I also havent really watched tv much in the last few years due to school and traveling, so it's been weird to follow a show! In case anyone wants to know (and borrow...... ;), i've got the complete first season of Lost............

Also, i havent passed the motorcyle onto someone yet due to weather and circumstance, but any day now, as it is indeed sold, even if not picked up. *tear*......

That's the exciting update! -chris

Thursday, May 04, 2006

spring news!

Hello everyone!
I am pleased to announce that i will indeed be attending graduate school this fall! i was accepted, in addition to being granted an assistantship, at the University of Missouri, Columbia, in the grad dept of Art History and Archaeology. i am more than excited, and cant wait to get started in mid-august!

of course, life goes on before then.

these days i am done w/my temporary position at Blue Cross Blue Shield of MN, & my internship at the MN Center for Photography, and am trying desperately to find summer work to hold me over through mid-august. i have applied & interviewed for a PAID (!!!) summer internship at the James Ford Bell Library at the UofMN. i know from having met the curator w/whom i would be working that we get along, she likes me, is impressed by my resume/c.v., and a few other things that may get me this position. i also know that i was chosen by the grant committee from a number of applicants, (meaning i passed the initial elimination process), and that the curator received 6 qualified applicants, 3 of whom she told me she was interviewing, including me. so, in a pool of 3 candidates, one of which will be a phone interview (never as helpful as the real deal), i shall reside until monday, when i will receive the ok....or worse. let's hope for the go-ahead!!! keep your fingers crossed for me!!! it would be the most perfect fit for me, as the main project is a research project, working with original artifacts, in addition to some research in french & latin texts which would help me solidify some of my skills! hope...hope....hope.....!

in addition to a job, which i need to be paid (and by the way, the FBL internship would be my first actual paid internship if i got it!), i will also be continuing work on my Golden Valley Historical Society internship. right now, nate and i have completed the task of acquiring the mac computer which was donated to the Society Museum, and also acquiring all of the appropriate programs we need, especially FileMaker- we even had enough of a budget to get one of the newest versions: Pro 8! Anyhow, nate and i are now facing the daunting task of actually creating from scratch a brand new database in which to house all of the archival data for/from the museum. my goal for the summer is to have the database created and modified to the best of our ability, in addition to begin entering large quantities of data records. then, in august when the society must find a new intern, i can train some folks on the database and they can continue the project, as the museum gets set up! it's all very exciting and i feel like i am contributing alot, which is a great feeling. :)

in other news, i have, both sadly & gratefully, sold my motorcyle. yes, indeed the time has come to move on from my teenage whims to the adult world, or rather....practically using the money for other, more fruitful goals- such as graduate school expenses... i sold it to a guy who seems to really want the bike, and will take good care of it- which is always nice. i believe the goodbye ceremony shall be taking place sometime this weekend.

i have no other great stories at the moment, so till next time...................
:)

-chris

Monday, March 13, 2006

So many things i could write about...

But, alas- my words will have a finite ending somewhere after many paragraphs i am sure.

I think anytime i am lacking motivation, or my current projects seem to slide into the mundane and pedestrian, I try to watch or quote to myself a line from a favorite book (and adapted film): never lose your childish ambition and innocence. of course, maintaining the innocence can be a challenge because all those adult responsibilities try to shape you into a budding, boring cynic. however, to combat that cynicism, it's still possible to pursue and to live the life that makes you happy, even if you're still figuring that out. Not fearing what all you have to lose, but embracing all that you have to gain and to live for. This is acting upon ambition.

Easy to say, harder to do- yes, don't we all know it?

For me, at a time when little is stable in my life (when is it or will it be stable...) i find myself constantly asking myself if 'this' is what i 'want'. Of course, my temp job pays the bills while i pursue my 2 internships which ironically and regrettably are given less of my time than i would have wished due to responsibilities, a.k.a. bills. All the while i wonder if the internships are even those which will get me onto the right school and/or career path. If nothing else, i have learned that jobs, internships, and even the process of applying to schools itself have all taught me what i do NOT want to do. When do you know when something is screaming at you to hold tight and climb aboard, rather than simply putting a big red X in front of that option? Quite frankly, im tired of the X's and ready for something that says 'yes!' all over it.

Or maybe it's just the snow, and the cyclic reverting back to the cold, teasing us after a long sunny day which had promised spring.
How do people avoid getting apprehensive, and nervous, and full of ideas at this time of year? They are tired of the same old thing, and ready to move on. I am definitely there. Only, i have known all winter that i was ready to move on, just not to which thing or place.

You might ask where all this is coming from, no?
Well, currently i have a temp job doing whatever menial projects are set me at Blue Cross Blue Shield insur. co. in Eagan. I work a variety of hours, depending on the day. In my other time during the week, i am maintaining those 2 internships: one, which i have mentioned in the past, at the Historical Society, and two, at the Minnesota Center for Photography in Northeast Mpls. I'm enjoying both, and learning alot (esp about what i do and do not want to do later), but i am no where near where i want to be yet. Perhaps it is supposed to be that way. At least I am not drifting only in some endless job that i hate, which is what i keep telling myself. I am pursuing something, whatever it is.

I have taken up yoga through a mpls adult rec program, which i think i will continue into the spring/summer because i like it so much. i have already learned alot about releasing stress and, of course,
maintaining health. I've learned alot about breathing techniques, which have been the biggest keys to my success in my new found activity, in addition to success in carrying over what i have learned into my everyday life. i've known for some time now that when i get nervous, tense, stressed, or all of the above, i simply hold my breath and dont breathe. Not a good way to handle stress, so i've found out- the hard way and now verbally from a great yoga instructor. so, if you think you just might be interested in trying yoga, i'd say go for it! i promise you'll be waiting for the next class after you take the first.

Right now, i've got 2 major concerns on my mind: 1) getting into the right school, and 2) plan B if i don't go to school this fall. Yes, many of you know that family issues are of great concern to me right now as well, but then again- when haven't i been worried about that? It is simply a given; a rise and fall of daily and weekly thoughts, but sometimes one must move on to taking care of themselves first.
So, i must say that my 2 big stressors by and far take up most of my present brain activity day and night than anything else. Of course i think of other things, important and not, but alas, here i am- stuck in a haze about yet more schooling.
Through the process of applying i realized that 3 out of the 5 schools to which i applied, i dont think that i would actually accept an invitation to study. Take note, grad school potential students: the application process teaches you things, too. Also, in the midst of worrying about what i would do if the 'worst' were to happen and i were rejected from all the schools, i have had to create a 'plan b' to quell my tension. While doing this i have reverted to my law school interests and done some thinking as well as research and potential planning. Meantime, i have convinced myself, unknowingly and subconsciously until recently, that perhaps i should have chosen that application process for my first attempt at grad school rather than art history/archaeology/museology. Or maybe that even if i do get in to the school i want for museum work, that perhaps i should not accept the offer and try something else. It seems so backwards to me, but perhaps not.
I know that i have received good advice from lawyers i know who say, 'do not go to law school if you do not want to practice law.' Funny thing- at first i thought that meant i was exempt to the notion of law school because it sounds so harsh and hard & fast, now i find it more comfortable than my previous choice of grad school studies. At least for now. I think that i could/would be very happy practicing some sort of property law or property sales law. I think then I could still do major museum work because of how the practice of law relates to acquisition of pieces. We'll see. I still need to do more research.

This all is not to say that i would not be content with my first choice of study; i think that i would be happy with that as well. It just seems to me that i finally have some options which truly interest me and give me choices, which i didnt feel that i had for a while. While a walk down a straight and sure path is nice and easy, i think one with more choices will better befit my wants and needs and talents. It is 'simply' a matter of choosing.

On a less lengthy note, i have succumbed to the overpowering force of the tv series Lost. Nate's brother has the full first season on dvd, and so both nate and i kind of got sucked in like a black hole. I never really thought much of the show until i watched the first few, and then i was hooked. It certainly is nice to watch a show without 20 minutes of commercials per hour of television.

I am, sadly & gladly, selling my motorcycle this spring. I havent got a going price set in stone yet, but i think it is time. I have had my fun, it is no longer practical, i am ready for a car, and regrettably, i can no longer drive it due to my wrist. But, i don't let the last reason override the rest; the biggest reasons are the first three- the last simply pushes me that last inch toward selling mentality. Me and my first bebe had some fun, but in order to move on, a sale is nigh.

That is all i have to spew for now.
If i were Garrison Keillor i might say, "Be well; do good work; and keep in touch."

-chris

Thursday, January 26, 2006

quickie

sorry not to have updated lately! just fyi: i will soon! i have had alot of things going on between getting a new job, 2 internships, and family stuff. so, please, stay tuned for more in the next couple weeks!

plus i just sliced open my left index finger cutting an orange, so typing is not so much fun or fast at the moment....

you'll hear from me soon, as im sure many of you are wondering what im up to and how i am. and if you're not now, you will be.

in case you need something to do, here's the websites of the schools and departments to which i applied for graduate studies:

http://www.brynmawr.edu/gradgroup/index.html
http://www.missouri.edu/~ahawww/index.html
http://www.brown.edu/Departments/Art_Architecture/
http://www.wisc.edu/arth/
http://history-of-art.osu.edu/

p.s. i am taking yoga!!! and it's great!!!

as always,
chris